Could feel the mania building. Eddy kept telling me to go to sleep and felt an urge to go back in room and keep working but he actually locked my room. First time he’s done that. It made me go psycho and he had to throw me down and pin me to the bed till I stopped flailing like old times. If he sees the light on in here he comes in and turns it off. Starting to calm down….super tired from fighting him. So grateful to have him in my life and glad he’s heavier than me and knows martial arts to keep me in check. Really don’t wanna slip into the old habits…hopefully sleep will come easy.